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Vague
03:20
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This normalcy doesn't feel right
The reality of what isn't gnaws at youthful ambitions
I age and I feel no better to know that I was raised to crave this lifestyle of dependence
Not one that I chose but one that chose me and I owe it nothing
I refuse to be so vague
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Deface
01:00
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I demand simplicity but I'm looked at with such resentment
I'm going to deface my identity because I've been living under false pretenses
We're fabricated, painted rust, offspring of habits
Deface
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Affection
01:47
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I'd rather cry at the undeniable facts that you know about me
The humiliating, unconscious side of me that I've never met,
Than be stuck in this pretentious group of mutual relationships, strangers
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Relapse
02:03
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Patterns long gone have mistaken me for what I once was, fragile and weak
I'm scared to speak my truth
Their return makes me question if maybe I'm mistaken
Maybe I've never left that fragile state
Maybe I've been fixated on distractions
Maybe I'm not as strong as I think I am
An uncertain person like myself can't be relied on
So don't depend on me, don't cling onto me
I can't stand the weight
I constantly shed it
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5. |
12/20/12
02:43
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These gifts came late, at a time most inappropriate
This vase weighs of pity, these notes scribble every sort of regret
How easy to cry at a time like this
How rude to focus any attention now
A memory won't feel the same
We failed to acknowledge a friend in need
So why wait for another to suffer under god's will
What kind of person am I to accept this as fate
What option do I have, I'm as able as I choose to be
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In Distress
01:30
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I'm here to fill a void I don't feel is properly being cared for
I'm becoming more suspicious of my doings which leads me to ask, what brings me to this dead space?
What's its purpose and what is mine?
I see myself in the people I serve and I feel guilty for not providing the knowledge I have of the hand that feeds me and the dishonesty it feeds them
Because vacations are temporary and I'm my own person, I will not disgrace honesty for policy
What brings me to this dead space?
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